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Post by Satra on Aug 27, 2009 22:56:14 GMT -5
More of a notice of slowness than an hiatus. School's going to be pretty busy for me. Got a lot on my plate.
I will be lurking a lot here and AIM, but I won't be posting or as talkative as I was before the semester started.
I will try not to be too slow with certain threads, but I can make no guarantees. (However, if it gets to be longer than 3 weeks and I haven't replied, fell free to give me a poke.)
SEMESTER OVER, FOOLS
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Post by Satra on Oct 3, 2009 17:05:29 GMT -5
So my posting is even more spotty and AIM conversations are more bland than I even expected either to be. XD Sorry guys. It's all school and muse-diversion's fault. I'll will try to get to my open threads this week, but chances are pretty good I'll be doing the majority of the posting after Friday after one of Biology papers is due and my Chemistry midterm.  |
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Post by Nathalia on Oct 3, 2009 17:23:59 GMT -5
We all understand. *hugs* <3
Play it like a smart person, school comes first/hypocrite.
Muses come and go when they desire to, sometimes they're on fire and rushing around you in ever closing circles until you pay attention to them, sometimes you have to drag them out of their hole by the neck.
(And sometimes they're effing bitch faces, like Rod, who won't back off, even when you want to play with your favorite or more relevant muse, because he's a pissy bint!)
Here's hoping you do well on that paper, m'dear. My studies and myself wish you the best. <3
~Nathalia
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Post by Satra on Oct 12, 2009 19:55:16 GMT -5
Danke, Nat. :B
Updating again. Things are crashing a little... stuff is stressful. I'm not really one to just give out details, just know that I probably won't be posting for at least 2 days. I might cough out a post in that time. I'm just really stressed right now; been getting random mild panic attacks that are slowly becoming not so mild. I'll pop by just to not fall too far behind. I probably won't be on AIM too much, either. Gotta concentrate. Sorry to those waiting for me on threads still. >>
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Post by Kari Muffin on Oct 12, 2009 20:28:59 GMT -5
Crashing is never particular fun. *gives you a warm plate of cookies* Just don't kill yourself or anything with stress. Panic attacks are just not worth having. <3
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Post by Bee on Oct 12, 2009 21:14:04 GMT -5
*snuggles waifu* I hope things pick up for you, dear. <333 Stress, well...it's really not necessary to say how much stress blows, because it's a pretty well-established fact, but...stress blows, and may it leave you alone soon. *snuggles more* Good luck, love.
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Post by Lucca on Oct 14, 2009 20:03:52 GMT -5
Aww that sucks I am sorry. :< I hope things go better for you soon. No panic attacks those are bad. D:
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Post by Satra on Oct 21, 2009 0:23:57 GMT -5
Thanks, guys.
I'm just going to emo for a bit, don't mind me.
Besides a few personal life issues, I am really just... infuriated right now. My tuition is at an all time high, and yet EVERYTHING is getting cut. Staff, days at school, services available, classes available... I'm paying more for less. I'm struggling to find a job to pay for all of this.
And yet, would I really have time for a job? I'm struggling with my classes as it is. Before last semester, I didn't have a chemistry class since my junior year in high school which was... 4 years ago. I can't wait until I get this chemistry requirement over with. It's just been nothing but an uphill battle. There isn't a day that goes by lately that I don't feel like an idiot because I take forever to understand this shit. My neck and back are in pain from the stress, my lower back is killing me from always having to sit and study. I had to leave my Biology lab early today because I ran myself into the ground over this weekend trying to get caught up in all the work I'm behind in for Chemistry. And why am I behind? Is it because I'm slacking? No! It's because I DON'T FUCKING GET IT. And because of all of this, it's really cutting into the time I have to study and do work for all of my other classes and affecting them negatively. I just want to scream and beat the shit out of something. It doesn't take much to set me off any more. I feel like I'm always at the end of my rope and can't get any slack. I'm praying to God that I won't have to take out a loan to pay for next semester, but with my current financial situation and the current family situation, I don't know if I can get enough money by the time next semester needs to be paid for.
Sorry, I just had to get that out.
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Post by Nako on Oct 21, 2009 0:30:29 GMT -5
Alas, no anecdote I have can truly suit the situation you are in, so I merely wish you tons of luck. That is a horrible situation to be in. Just try to stay relaxed; you will be able to absorb information better if you aren't fretting as much. I know.. easier said than done  You can get through this! |
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Post by Satra on Nov 14, 2009 2:09:05 GMT -5
(Even though it's late: Thanks, Nako. <3)
Just a little quick thing for the weekend: I am 95% sure I will not be on AIM until Tuesday evening I have a lab practical exam that day in Biology on subjects that were pretty much only covered this week. >> I am feeling incredibly overwhelmed at the overload of information. I do accept PMs, though. XD It's the little things that help keep me sane.
Don't get me wrong, I'll probably be lurking on the forum as much as I ever do, I'm just not in a position to keep up with any active conversations. P:
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