Twitterpated (Finished)

[Nako]

"It's really fucking hard to feel sorry for you when all you can give are these obscure snippets of your past, Heike. You've been nothing but a hardass, making everyone miserable because of whatever the hell happened to you! Yes. I need to fucking grow up. So do you! Stop screwing up everyone else's day just because you're having a miserable one yourself."

With a snort, he turned away from the leveret, taking a few steps down the hall before shaking his head. "You really do make it sound like there is nothing to live for. I look at you, and you're miserable. You're a -leveret-. At least when I look at my mother... the Czar. At least they look -happy-."

His anger was deflating as quickly as it had caught alight, pressing his head to the wall and closing his bloodshot eyes. He'd burst the vessels in his anger. "I'm so damned -confused- Heike... I feel.. I don't know what I feel. All I know is I don't want to feel this way any more, and the only way I can get better... get -stronger-... is if I become something else." One eye slid open to appraise the older male. He was so very -tired-.... "I -do- fear for my life, Heike. You are a fool to think I don't know what that feels like. Every day, his patience wears thin. I haven't found the strength in myself... I almost wanted to just die, until I met -her-.."

[Kari Muffin]

Slamming the boy's head into a wall seemed very tempting. However, the rabbit thought better as he narrowed his eyes, listening to the rant. He never liked the child. How could he?

"Appearances. That's all it is to anyone here. They don't want anything more than pretty and fanciful. They don't take time to consider that there may be something deeper behind the surface. Never bother to think about what it means to care." Heike said in a lowered voice, his face was still bright red. He was furious at everyone and everything. One day he would leave this damned place with his sister by his side... and a small part of him hoped that Igni would be with them.

He shoved that desire back down where it belonged.

The rabbit raised his voice to his normal level, "If she's so damn special to you, stop mopping around and accusing me of being a hardass and miserable! By the White Rabbit and all the stars in the bloody sky, if you can't figure out that you have a crush on her you will be more miserable than I could ever be. It's that, or shut up and do your job."

[Nako]

There he was, with his head to the wall, wallowing in all the misery of the world, and hating everyone in the world for it. And there Heike was... miserable in his own right, and unwilling to give anyone a damned break. Even himself. Heike was selfish. For so many years Aleah had looked up to the leveret even as he was dismissive and irate towards him.

It was about this time he decided that he hated Heike.

Removing his head from the wall, he smoothed down his choppy mane with the back of his trembling paw. There really was no way he'd be able to go back in there now. He'd break down. He'd just lose it.

"I'll take the evening shift tonight. Less linens to tear" He cast a sideways glance toward the leveret. Yes. He hated him. More than anyone in the world right now. "I'm not going to ask the world to be fair to me, Heike, but you haven't liked me since I was a child. All you've done right by me was keep me alive.I -respected- you, Heike. I respected that as a male leveret you could be out in the open and -thrive-. It took me years to realize that it was all a farce. You are just as miserable as I am. The difference between you and me Heike, is that I'm not going to stay miserable the rest of my life"

[Kari Muffin]

Heike snorted. Yes, because he valued Aleah's opinion. Because he truly cared what an idiot boy thought. "Let's get one thing straight, Aleah, I don't care if you like me or not. But you have no right to say that I'm going to be miserable for the rest of my life. Because, frankly, there are several someones who make me truly happy and I don't need your sympathy, misery or blind hatred."

His ears twitched. He really was happy when he spent time with his sister, and could listen to Igni. Just being in the room with either of them made him happy. One day, though, he would like things to be better. He would make them better one day when he figured out a way. That was what love really was. Not sex. Not some stupid huggy kissy bullshit that everyone said it was. It was caring.

"Have fun on the evening shift." Heike said before turning the opposite way. So much for trying to help. Stupid dick would get what was coming to him one day or another.

[Nako]

Aleah pushed off the wall with a paw and sneered, turning talk and walking away from the bastard. Happy. Hah. Either way he was never happy around him. Hell, he was sure the leveret hated him. It didn't matter. He'd still be a fucking leveret cleaning out furballs from the drains while Aleah was truly -happy-.

Fucking cunt. "Fuck off Heike..." Aleah responded in an almost singsong voice as he went around the corner. He'd go out into the garden. He'd be able to think there. Maybe he'd tear the living hell out of the plantlife in the wilderness outside of the warren. Maybe he'd take down a whole damn tree. Aisha had a good idea when it came to that kind of stuff, and he was only just seeing it with his own eyes. He needed to fuck something up right about now. He certainly didn't want to -fuck- anything after that talk.

As far as he was concerned, sex was for Jacks and Does. Anything else would be dirty and inappropriate. He wouldn't sully himself in this form before he could rise to the greatness that was to become a Jack. Only then would he then coerce the lovely Valeny to be his Doe.

Oh yes, he'd get his. One day... one day...

((I reckon we can close this? XD ))

[carcinoGeneticist]

Kari and Nako receive 1 token each, to be redeemed in Ashwin's Shoppe. This will automatically be added to your recorded totals in the shoppe. Congratulations, and keep up the good RP!