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Post by Kiki on Sept 7, 2008 5:22:10 GMT -5
"Please don't go... you don't have to believe me Aeron... but I have wanted to tell you this whole time. I was just afraid of what you would say back but I don't care now, don't you see? I was stupid and thought that if I went on with my life as usual I wouldn't have to deal with the way I was feeling towards you. I didn't think that-I... just didn't think... and I'm sorry for that.
I understand that i'm screwed up. Hell, I spent my whole life promising I wouldn't be a whore like my mother and look at me. I failed and now because of it I have to lose you and you have no idea how much that breaks my heart. However, I don't think you understand the volume of your words. If you leave me now, my heart can never heal and then no matter what i've learned through all of this will be lost." she stayed herself, she was going to crack soon, the tears were already threatening to fall. She had been alone so long, she didn't know what she was going to do now if he wasn't around to make her smile. She was vulnerable and she hated it.
Not ready? I've been preparing myself for someone to come along and take me away from this life for as long as I can remember and you tell me I'm not ready... out of all the guys you're the only one I wanted a relationship with, doesn't that mean anything?" she said sadly.
She couldn't hold back her tears any longer, she fell to the ground and sobbed. Isolde couldn't understand why this person could get a reaction out of her, she had been so strong all these years... not even crying over Cecilia's absence but somehow she knew Aeron was different. She needed him and she didn't know why. She just wanted him to give her the chance to find out. She didn't want a fuckbuddy anymore, she wanted stability; something she thought only Aeron could give her. She was going to get her life together before he told her, she even was going in the morning to up her rank to 10 (something she didn't tell anyone yet) because she realized she was more than just a whore... she had ambitions.
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Post by Jaguara Katial on Sept 7, 2008 5:49:45 GMT -5
There was an awkward silence as Aeron just watched Isolde collapse to the ground crying. Could he really believe her words? How could he be sure that all of this was not just an act? He looked down at her. He loved her but then why was this so hard? He wanted to believe her, but for some reason he could not….not until she told him why she thought that she loved him.
He knelt down next to her and lifted her head so that she could look into his eyes. Her tear stained face jerked at his heartstrings, even now, she was still incredibly beautiful. “Why do you think you love me Isolde? Do you really think you know what love is? And if you do can you prove it and show me?” His voice was little more than a whisper, it was meant for her ears alone. “Do you really understand what you would be getting yourself into? Do you realize that if you are to be with me, you will be with me alone and no one else will ever touch you again?” Aeron was not a possessive person but if she was going to give herself to him, it had to be all or nothing. He was not going to settle for anything less.
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Post by Kiki on Sept 7, 2008 5:58:36 GMT -5
Isolde tried to stop the tears but she couldn't, standing before her was someone she loved and he couldn't see it. How could she have been so stupid... she searched his face for any kind of clue to what he was thinking as he knelt down beside her. She knew he hadn't been lying to her, she had used her ability to see to that but that just ended up making it hurt worse.
"I love you Aeron because you're the only person who has stuck around. I love you because when I wake up in the morning, I want to know what you're doing. Because I don't smile half as much as I do when I see you or when someone mentions your name in passing. And most of all, I love you because I can't see my life without you in it." she sniffled and wiped her eyes.
"I want to be with you and only you so why do you feel I would have trouble with that... I need you Aeron and now I know I don't have to hesitate tell you exactly how I feel."
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Post by Jaguara Katial on Sept 7, 2008 6:22:35 GMT -5
Aeron again was quiet. He looked like he was searching for the right words to say. “My mother…when she was young she fell in love with my father. They actually met in a bar so I have been told. They spent a lot of time together and I was the result of that. My mother always loved me very much but I could always feel that there was a distance between them. It was not until I was much older that I realized that my mother was withdrawing into herself and that was after we left my father’s shop and home. To my knowledge my mother never goes back there” he looked sad for a moment and then he went on with his story “I was probably about thirteen when I asked my father about how he felt about my mother. He may have liked her, but he never loved her. I hated him for it, and I ended up storming out of the shop. I have not been back since.”
He swallowed hard. “It was that day that I decided that if I ever found the person that I loved more than any one else in this world that I would not treat them like that. That I would cherish, honor and protect that one person. However, as time would have it….I ended up being much like him. I realized my weakness for women and for a pretty face. Isolde I probably have slept with more women that you could have ever imagined.” He paused again and looked at the sky before continuing, “When I first saw you my breath was taken away. You were so young and so gorgeous, but you were too young so I waited until I could have my chance to place my mark on you like I had so many others before.” He looked into her eyes. “I never planned to fall in love with you that night we first had sex. It ached at the back of my mind as I went from girl to girl. None of them could sedate me as you did, and I had to have more of you. Every time we embraced, I fell more and more in love. Did you not notice that I began taking you to bed more and more often? Once then twice then three times a week…some times more. Isolde I want to trust you, but I am scared…you are the one who will break me or make me if I give you the chance. I do not want to end up like my mother…I do not want to be broken because of the person I love…” Tears welled up in his eyes and threatened to spill out.
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Post by Kiki on Sept 7, 2008 6:33:39 GMT -5
Isolde listened to his words carefully and found she wasn't sure what to say herself. Her heart broke for Aeron's mother, she could understand loving someone and not have it returned. Hell, her own mother didn't even want her.
"I won't do that to you Aeron, I just want the chance to love you whether you decide we can only be lovers or more. My only aim is to get you to understand how I feel about you and that for me... there is no other person I could be with. I've consigned myself to this lifestyle for so long, I have become numb to it but i'm willing to try for you. Suits, I moved out of my house because I had been planning a new life for myself. I only came to this stupid bar because I needed a break from the move..." she sighed.
Her heart was beginning to hurt again, she wasn't sure she could take all of the emotion. Never in her life had she felt so much in one period of time and it took some getting used to that was for sure.
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Post by Jaguara Katial on Sept 7, 2008 6:43:03 GMT -5
He listened to her talk and then took a deep breath as he forced back the tears. He was silent again for a while. One could see that he was really thinking about what he was going to do and say. Finally, he had come to a choice. Now he only hoped that what he was about to say was not going to come back to haunt him. “If you are truly serious about this then Isolde I will give you a chance to be mine alone…but this will be the only chance you get…do not make me regret this…” He looked her in the eyes; he had never been so serious about anything before in his life except his music. He hoped that she would not make him look like a fool. That she would love only him for the rest of her days and he in turn would do the same.
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Post by Kiki on Sept 7, 2008 6:53:07 GMT -5
Isolde couldn't believe her ears, did he just agree? Oh suits, she was happy. However, she would have to alert the others in this mess as to what just transpired. Well this was going to be fun. Isolde moved from her position at the news and flung herself into Aeron's arms, holding him maybe just a bit too tight. She didn't ever want to let go of him. She didn't think anything could make her happier than she was at that moment.
Tears rolled down her face but this time she let them for they were happy this time. She had her Aeron and he was officially hers and nothing could stop that. She broke away from him suddenly and smiled bigger than she ever had.
"You won't regret it Aeron, i promise you. I will never lie with another for as long as we are together" she swore.
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Post by Jaguara Katial on Sept 10, 2008 17:55:21 GMT -5
Aeron was surprised when Isolde threw herself into his arms and held him tightly. The action melted away any anger or doubt that he had right until that point. He wrapped his arms around her, returning her passionate embrace. He loved her…the thought repeated itself over and over in his head.
Suddenly she pulled away from him and slight look of surprise crossed his face. He relaxed when she swore that she would only be his. He smiled softly, grabbed her, and pulled her close. “I love you Isolde…” he whispered to her and then leaned in to kiss her softly and passionately. He never wanted this night to end, now that she was his he never wanted to be away from her. Yet another part of him was screaming at him. Telling him, he was a fool and this was all wrong. He ignored it, this was right and he was only going to prove that it was right. “Stay with me tonight Isolde….” He pulled way and looked into her eyes. They were full of compassion and longing.
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Post by Kiki on Sept 11, 2008 6:58:57 GMT -5
Isolde loved being in his arms, she knew nothing would happen to her there. She had never felt that before, then again this whole situation was new to her. He loved her... she wanted to scream it from the rooftops.
She fell into his kiss once again but this time she could feel a tear falling down her cheek; this one however was out of pure joy that she was with him at last. She had been through so much through this time from learning about Tavor and his children to meeting her other family... this just made everything okay.
"Ok Aeron, I'll stay with you" she smiled. She would never leave his side again, even if she had to make it perfectly clear to her former partners. The one she was worried about most was Aurelius, he was just a kid really... she needed to be very gentle with him but wasn't sure how to approach it. She hoped he didn't take this all badly...
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Post by Jaguara Katial on Sept 15, 2008 17:13:45 GMT -5
Aeron smiled and kissed her again, “Let’s go my love…” he lead her away to a nearby inn. He would show her how much he cared for her, he would open up all of his thoughts and emotions and just be her’s.
That night they spent the night in arms of each other. Dawn was approaching and Isolde was sleeping next to Aeron. He on the other hand was still awake, even after the passionate love they had shared together. He liked that some of his magical abilities could come in handy. He watched her sleeping in his arms, she was so beautiful, the contours of her face and the colors of her fur, it dazzled him. Soon the light started to come in through the window and danced on her face; he watched her wake up and smiled when she opened her eyes. “Good morning princess…” he rubbed a paw against her cheek.
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