Post by carcinoGeneticist on Apr 26, 2010 2:41:36 GMT -5
Since she'd arrived at this strange Warren in the middle of nowhere, things had been worse and worse every day. The heat and sand alone would have been enough the make Clara miserable, but separated from her family as she was just amplified every problem until it was almost completely intolerable.
Everyone here must have hated her, too. She certainly didn't smell great, especially after the sun had been beating down on her. She saw the way they looked at her when she passed, she knew there must have been whispers. The worst of it all was Dorian, though. Of everything else, he was the most terrifying - what had motivated him to buy her? Why had he wanted her? Her father had always assured her that someday, someone would want her as a Doe, but she'd never believed him. And she'd certainly never thought that it would be someone as good-looking as Dorian.
So there must have been something else. All the same, Clara had been careful to trade her meals with others, ensuring that if anything was being slipped to her, it went to someone else.
That might have made her transformation even more horrifying, unprepared for it as she was.
Tears streamed down her cheeks as she rummaged in a deep closet of the Warren, looking for something - anything! - that could cure her. She didn't want to be a Doe! Who would want a Doe like her, a Lowlander with a rotten ass? No, no, this just couldn't be happening... Would she be used, and then forgotten, left to go mad as she'd heard happened from time to time? Worse, would she be abandoned entirely? Perhaps the best option was for her to run away before anyone else even knew. She would find that band of Leverets that had sold her to Dorian in the first place, and no one would ever be able to track her down.
But grief was powerful, and the Doe found herself getting more and more exhausted. There was nothing in this closet that could help her, nothing that could change her back into a Leveret. As much as she wanted things to go back to normal, they wouldn't. With a pathetic sniffle, Clara nestled down into the blankets, pushing her paws through the fabric until they came in contact with the floor. There was something else there, something that tingled when she touched it, making her eyelids feel even more heavy, but she ignored it. She was just too tired. She just needed to sleep...
Little did the Lowlander realize just how much worse the situation would be when she awoke.
Everyone here must have hated her, too. She certainly didn't smell great, especially after the sun had been beating down on her. She saw the way they looked at her when she passed, she knew there must have been whispers. The worst of it all was Dorian, though. Of everything else, he was the most terrifying - what had motivated him to buy her? Why had he wanted her? Her father had always assured her that someday, someone would want her as a Doe, but she'd never believed him. And she'd certainly never thought that it would be someone as good-looking as Dorian.
So there must have been something else. All the same, Clara had been careful to trade her meals with others, ensuring that if anything was being slipped to her, it went to someone else.
That might have made her transformation even more horrifying, unprepared for it as she was.
Tears streamed down her cheeks as she rummaged in a deep closet of the Warren, looking for something - anything! - that could cure her. She didn't want to be a Doe! Who would want a Doe like her, a Lowlander with a rotten ass? No, no, this just couldn't be happening... Would she be used, and then forgotten, left to go mad as she'd heard happened from time to time? Worse, would she be abandoned entirely? Perhaps the best option was for her to run away before anyone else even knew. She would find that band of Leverets that had sold her to Dorian in the first place, and no one would ever be able to track her down.
But grief was powerful, and the Doe found herself getting more and more exhausted. There was nothing in this closet that could help her, nothing that could change her back into a Leveret. As much as she wanted things to go back to normal, they wouldn't. With a pathetic sniffle, Clara nestled down into the blankets, pushing her paws through the fabric until they came in contact with the floor. There was something else there, something that tingled when she touched it, making her eyelids feel even more heavy, but she ignored it. She was just too tired. She just needed to sleep...
Little did the Lowlander realize just how much worse the situation would be when she awoke.